The struggles continued when Hernandez was in prison.

In the book, Aaron Hernandez Killing Fields, a letter is published that is allegedly written by Hernandez to his alleged prison lover Kyle Kennedy.

“I just wanted to tell you this morning that I love you,” the letter said. “You never have to question us. I will stop questioning you and us. I realized through our thing over the past few days how much I love you and how much I want you and us. Mainly how I want you [to] know what real love, real loyalty is, and to experience someone who is with you through all in life.”

The letter continued with Hernandez claiming he’s dealing with a number of personal issues.

Hernandez was a member of the Patriots from 2010-2012. In his three years with the team.

Hernandez recorded 1,956 yards and 18 touchdowns.

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