Meghan King Edmonds is not shy sharing the pain and trauma she’s experiencing, and how she’s dealing with it.

The Real Housewives of Orange County alum took to her blog Monday with Release, a candid look inside her mindset more than four months after estranged husband Jim Edmonds.

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She went into detail about the ‘moments of loss, panic, and utter despair’ she experiences,  not just due to her divorce from the retired baseball player, but also raising their kids (daughter Aspen, three, and twin sons Hayes and Hart, one) and coping with a nagging injury to her neck.

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